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Learning to open one's heart to your life's true purpose
- Gary (Letter from Gary to Dr. Jim Hardt)
- "Dear Jim,
I just want to express my deep and sincere appreciation for your excellent coaching. I see now that Biocybernaut is not just about brain wave training but also learning to open one's heart to your life's true purpose. Trust, forgiveness, gratitude, and joy are the keys to this process of opening consciousness to your spirit's full potential. I have no doubt that your work is a gift to the world and could bring about a rapid change for the betterment of this planet.
During the week I was there I was struggling with less than optimal sleep and being off all coffee for the first time in literally decades. However you kept me focused on the essentials of my life’s path. The central question for me was when did I lose that path with heart? There was much forgiveness I had to do with my former partner, Sue, but then I realized I needed self-forgiveness just as much.
When I was in my late twenties I spent a year in an intense abreactive form of therapy. There seemed to be little in my childhood I had not already explored in painful detail. Being in the booth and guided by your coaching I saw there were areas that still needed some forgiveness...for instance, more forgiveness with my parents, myself as a child feeling helpless to change circumstances, or picking up that small boy and giving him the same love I gave to my daughter. These things I was able to do in the alpha training.
I began to remember that in my twenties I was very enthusiastically engaged in my pursuit of that "clear white light". So much so that I swept everyone I knew along on my path. In retrospect I see that I was truly a mover and shaker among my friends, even to the point of motivating them to change careers or marriages. I needed to see these things in the booth, to remember, to reconstruct my past, to find what truly needed to be forgiven and what I was grateful for.
On my last day in the booth I had the intention of forgiving myself for giving up my spiritual goals. As I began to review and integrate the patterns of my life there, and over the next several days, I finally understood that I did not give this up out of laziness, torpor, or apathy...but out of love. Love for my daughter.
When my daughter was born I wanted nothing more than to be there 100% for her, and I succeeded in that goal. It was this that became the central meaning of my life for my time in Sonora, and every thing else got "put on the back burner". It was because of this that I was so devastated and angered by my break up with my wife. I lost everything, my daughter, my family, my home, everything that had given meaning to my life for almost twenty years....and my spiritual goals remained unfulfilled. This was a double blow. It was because of your laser-like persistence in pointing out what I need to look at that I was able to have these insights.
I have now forgiven my wife, felt gratitude for the years I spent with my daughter, and finally with this understanding been able to forgive myself. I now feel a new lightness, amusement with it all, I even had a good laugh about it.
Now I see Biocybernaut as a way to fully re-engage myself with my spiritual quest, to be of service to others, and this planet. I'm very enthusiastically holding to my intention to being a trainer because it gives new tools for working with our psyche in a very integrative way. It synthesizes psychology, philosophy, spirituality and meditation and introduces entirely new creative processes for human growth. It provides tools to fully and joyfully integrate the superconscious, conscious and subconscious mind. Thank you again for all of your work.
Namaste,
Gary"
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